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OH HAY I STOLE ANOTHER ONE

TSUN TSUN DERE DERE what character am I? Read on...

Tsunderekko (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[x] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 3


Yanderekko (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[x] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[x] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[ ] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Bipolar?
Total: 4

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[x] You have glasses (obviously).
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.(great, now I feel like a dick)
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something
Total: 4

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy) <- that's a wrong translation. It's more like "Pun Inserter".
[x] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[x] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[x] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[x] You swear a lot.
[x] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 6

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[x] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[ ] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 4

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] You’re an excellent cook.
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 1

Tomboy Character
[x] You feel comfortable in boy’s clothing.
[ ] You have short hair
[x] You have a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically.
[ ] You are really good at sport/s.
[ ] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though you’re sort of in denial.
[x] You show your girly features on rare occasions.
Total: 3

Sexy Character
[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[x] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen
[ ] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 3

And at last...Lolita/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[ ] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[x when I'm being a douche] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...
[ ] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 3

I'm the angry guy. Of course I'm the angry guy. If you know me, I'm the angriest person you've ever seen. You'd be put-off because I'm a goddamned ball of sunshine :3

But that's ok, it's just who I am. Every circle of friends always needs the grouch. Think... Dr. House or Rorschach. Yeah.

Let me count the ways.

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
❶ If you want to say something to me or anyone else, say it.
❷ When will you realize that you're a fucking douchebag?
❸ Listen, stop me whenever you think I'm being an arrogant prick
❹ Fucking shit, stop acting so innocent all the time.
❺ Stop talking about twilight.
❻ Stop telling me about how you just beat a new game.
❼ You need to control your stuttering and how fast you talk.
❽ I'm sorry I disappointed you..
❾ TALK TO PEOPLE.
❿ Hurry up and talk to Seira again. Quit being a scared son of a bitch.


09 things about yourself
❶ I lived in Italy for four years.
❷ I'm really goddamned bitter at the moment.
❸ Moped are fucking cool, but I'm afraid I might crash.
❹ I fucking love scarves and beanies.
❺ I have an ear for music. play a song or game tune that I like five times and I instantly memorize it :3
❻ I like being alone when I'm outside, yet I always want to hang out when it comes to friends.
❼ Everybody at school thinks I'm some smart kid. Oh boy, are they wrong. I'm lazy as hell.
❽ I fear for my own future.
❾ I consider friday the 13th to be my luckiest day out of the whole year, not even my birthday or christmas count.

08 ways to win your heart
❶ Mature. What, you think I'd be dating a ditz?
❷ Tall. (Yeah I stole this, I'm 5'10", so I'd want to actually lean up when kissing someone)
❸ Quiet and personal, but deep down they're loving and friendly.
❹ Good hair and body (ABS :D or at least a toned stomach)
❺ Sarcastic but funny.
❻ Knows best ways to have fun.
❼ Hugs, kisses, and cuddles.
❽ Good in bed. What can I say? I can cook already anyways.

07 things that cross your mind a lot
❶ I wonder how big his dick is...
❷ I hope that I didn't piss anyone off today...
❸ I hope that [friend] doesn't hate me right now.
❹ Fuck, that game is too expensive. Gonna have to sell my old games for this one and pack a lunch.
❺ We better not have homework today.
❻ I wish there was someone I could hang out with.
❼ Let me sleep. Shut up

06 things you do before you fall asleep
❶ Eat dinner
❷ Brush teeth
❸ Put PJs on or just wear boxers.
❹ Check IRC and interwebs for anything
❺ Fap
❻ listen to music before falling asleep (or turn off compy)

05 people who mean a lot
❶ Dad
❷ Mom
❸ IRC friends
❹ other friends
❺ My English teacher, Mr. Acosta

04 things you're wearing right now
❶ Super Mario World beanie
❷ Shirt
❸ Jeans
❹ Glasses

03 songs that you listen to often
right now??
❶ Twift Shoeblade by Mouse on Mars
❷ Sui Shop by Mouse on Mars
❸ The Medley of Kirby SSDX by hapie
Seems all I listen to is electronica and Game remixes.

02 things you want to do before you die
❶ Know my purpose.
❷ Be reasonably successful.

01 confession
❶ I'm sorry I'm such an arrogant bastard/know-it all/asshole/douchebag/idiot/dumbass/attention whore/anything else I forgot to mention.

One more meme for today...

1. First Name: Mark. I honestly forget why I was named mark, but my parents joke that I was named that way because of the scar on my forehead. I think my dad named me after his friend by the time I was born. Mark also has some sort of biblical significance, and it also means "Warrior". I think that's pretty cool :3c

2. Age: 17. I'm turning 18 on May 19th, though so It's all good. Year is 1991, like a lot of my friends. I'm a taurus, I'm stubborn as hell, I get irritated easily, etc. SOMEONE BRING ME A GIFT ;_; Maybe porn since I'm turning 18 :D

3. Location: Chula Vista, CA. A nice, peaceful suburban town filled with Mexicans, white people and Social Asians. It gets boring, bro. Other than that, there's a ton of shops around here, if you don't mid going to book stores or games shops on a daily basis. (That's what I do ;_;) I wouldn't mind living in San Francisco, though 83

4. Occupation: student. A really lazy student who sucks at math and Japanese orz. Also, economics. Augh, just kill me now, why don'tcha? OTL

5. Partner?: I've only been in two relationships, and they both involved guys. First one I don't want to talk about. 2nd one, however was great but awkward at the same time. I loved him, but I didn't know what the hell I was doing with a guy at the sole age of fifteen. Jesus christ. He really did like me... I never should have broken up with him ;_; There's always other people.

6. Kids: Guys can't get pregnant, bro. Unless I adopt a kid, the that's different :U I dunno if I would be a great dad, though, I mean, I'm not that good with dealing with kids. I usually get bullied around by kids who are younger than me, anyways.

7. Brothers/Sisters: I'm the youngest in my family. I have two older sisters who I really don't get along with at all. I'd probably get along more with my eldest sis, though since she introduced me to anime and alternative rock when I was young. They've teased and bullied me constantly several times during my childhood, which contributes to why I'm not really interested in women. Whenever I feel attracted to a girl in any way, I'll always think that the chick would somehow have the same qualities as my sisters. Anyways, I hate my older sister more, she's done so much shit and is overly favorited in the family. During school, when she was still around I'd always be refferred to as "[sister]'s brother". Anyways, that's enough of my bitching. Next.

8. Pets: I've had a lot of dogs throughout my life. When I was a child, I had a golden retriever named Sebastian, after the crab from The Little Mermaid. He was so cool, but he died due to old age when I was 7, IIRC. Afterwards we got a female Dalmatian named Trixy(because my sister and I loved the fuck out of Trix cereal at that time). She had to get sent back to the pound though, due to an illness. Afterwards, (years later when my family moved from Italy back to the US) we got a dog named Amadeus(after Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart). He's.... uh, 5 years old now? I dunno, lol. He's a great dog, but way friendly. I think he's gay U: Seriously, man. He goes after the guy dogs and sniffs their asses. One time another guy dog humped him and he took it up the ass for 10 seconds. No kidding.

9. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life: College apps, school(grades, friends, etc), Conventions, Video games, uhhhhh... crap..... uhhhhhhhhhh working out?

10. Parents: I love my parents, though i don't really outwardly show my affection for them.

About my dad: I've never, ever really known him, or have gotten close to him in all of my life. It's like we're totally opposite. He likes golf, church, and sports, while I like games, geek things, guys, and theologistic theories aside from sticking to just one religion. He wasn't really there when I was an infant, cos since he was in the Navy, he was away on a ship(the USS Carl Vinson). I forget what exactly he did, and I remember my mom telling me I thought that he was a total stranger when he came back home from his ship trip thing. He's still somewhat of a stranger. He was an engineer/architect for a Naval base in Naples, italy, and I thought that was really cool. Although we're total strangers towards each other, and I sometimes get irritated by him, I appreciate him for what he's done through my life.

About my mom: she's taken care of me for so long, and I feel really guilty because basically I take all of her gifts for granted. orz. I don't even have a job and yet she gives me $35 a week. I feel so guilty spending the money on an impulse... I love her even though I barely listen to her.

11. Who are some of your closest friends? I really don't know anymore. I'd like to say I actually HAVE friends, but that's not exactly true. Sure, there's people from the club, and there's Meryl, but I don't HANG OUT with them. I'd love to hang out with them, but I get this vibe from EVERYONE that they don't want me around them. Even Meryl. I dunno, maybe I'm paranaoid, maybe I'm a huge faggot but it's been like that for a while now. Maybe people hate me because I'm somewhat of an attention whore? I have no fucking clue. I wish my friends could actually tell me whatever the hell they THINK about me and everyone else. Don't get me wrong, I love the club, I love Meryl, but geeze, it's all been so distant lately... It gets so lonely sometimes [/shot]

I'm saying that Mery'ls my closest friend because I've been with her since freshman year. Hell, I've basically followed in her freaking footseps, basically because I never have had any amount of originality whatsoever. I guess over the years though I've smothered her and clinged on to her so much that she's grown distant. I dunno. I'm sorry. Tell me what's wrong, please.

We're still friends and all, but I just feel like there's a lot of hidden feelings. Ugh, I sound like a fucking yandere bitch.

12. GREATNESS: What were your childhood dreams, your current dreams? Do you want to make a difference in lives or would you prefer remaining an observer? Is greatness for you making a big impact, a name of yourself? Or is it through small & tall humanitarian actions that betters what surrounds you?

I really want to become a voice actor. I don't have that much range in my voice aside from deep/normal sounding though, so I don't wanna be crap like Vic Mignona. (lol) I'd rather be a great VA like Steven Jay Blum :3c Thing is, I hate ACTING(in order to get into VAing you'd have to go to a theatre school) and I'm afraid of performing in front of a group of people. It's the anxiety, bro :P

13. PERSONALITY FAULTS: What do you feel is your greatest personal fault? How does it hold you back in life? Are you trying to control it, or have you accepted it as a part of you?

I can be too much of an asshole. I can be really blunt, too and may end up hurting other people's feelings without realizing it.

I can be too kind, giving into everything, and letting people take advantage of me. I could never say no to anyone, knowing that they'll take advantage of me even further. :| Goddamnit. Billy.

I can be too stubborn, often telling people to shut up whenever I get mad. Hell, I do it constantly.

I Apologize a lot. I can be somewhat of an attention whore. I am clingy to some people. I tend to bottle up my emotions until I become depressed and sad. I can't handle the truth and end up getting depressed. I can be really annoying. I can also be very demanding and impulsive.
I tend to develop crushes constantly. I tend to rage easily.

I'm sorry.

14. TALENT: What is your greatest talent? Or if you could have any skill [singing, instruments, sports, intelligence] what would it be? & what would you use it for?

I'm not really sure I'm good at anything, really. I love to sing when no one else is around, and I can do some impressions... I love using my throat if you know what I mean 8D [/shot]

I can also memorize a tune very easily. I'm good at memorizing useless info/important info varying on what info it is. I'm also decent at video games :3

15. RELATIONSHIPS: Do you feel that you've forged friendships that will last a lifetime? With unforgettable memories? Going beyond shared interests to a deeper state of loving them as a person? If you haven't, are you ready to start?

Not a lifetime, but I'll always remember them. Unforgettable? sure 8D Loving them as a person? Yes, I love you. yes you, reading this post. You're kind, funny, loving, and compassionate. That's what I love about you. Am I ready to start? Start what? Fucking? LOL NO EW GROSS.

This meme shit again.

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Yep, I changed from a trantrum person to a Midas touch person like Jiz :D
I'm not THAT manipulative >:U (see other result down the page)

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GODDAMN HEALTH CLASS SUCKS. I have a teacher. Who is Filipino. She reminds me a lot of my aunts.mother/crazy ladies at church, or the crazy Aunt portrayed in HappySlip sketches. She usually gets on subject, but once she stars talking, she keeps on going and rambling like the 67 year old woman that she is. It's pretty funny at times but dear GOD, I was nodding off during every long explanation or story about her life or her life in the Philippines and whatnot. Jesus. I have a few friends in the class, but barely anyone talks to each other in class because the teacher is so very strict. I even heard that she asks guys how big their penises are. in front of the whole class. Yeeeeeeaaaah.


Also, I have something to get off of my chest. TWILIGHT IS BAD AND YOU SHOULD FEEL BAD. Goddamn, I was so certain. so.very.goddamned.certain. that most people who actually read the series of books by obvious twat Stephenie Meyer would be nerdy thirteen year old girls obsessed with Buffy or Harry potter. while some of that may be true, I (along with a lot of other people) find that the main audience for Twilight is actually composed of social or scene kids. Surprising, no? Oh, the glee and joy that filled my heart when I was in line at the local theater, only to hear a squabble of AZN preppies behind me chattering away of seeing twilight for probably the second time.

What's the appeal to twilight anyways? basically all you do is insert a basic teenage book with a basic Mary Sue character, and a basic Gary Stu character. But get this, Gary Stu is a vampire, and all his friends are vampires, too! WOW WHAT A GREAT, INVIGORATING AND INTERESTING STORY, I SHALL NOW BECOME COMPLETELY OBSESSED ABOUT IT. The most ridiculous thing I have heard about the story is that Vampires can SPARKLE. Sparkle in what, though? Sunlight. Yeah, that's right, SUNLIGHT. I have no idea why they can actually stand quite CLEARLY in the sun without burning up or melting. Has Ms. Stephenie Meyer even studied basic vampire mythology? Or is she all just bullshitting us?

What's even more tiring is seeing people everyday that love the series to death. Someone in particular is my sister and her Buffy loving friend. Of course, like the idiot I am, I spoiled the fourth(?) book to her, saying that whatsherface Mary Sue gets preggers with a vamp baby and almost dies. ...whoops.

aaaanyways, if you actually like Twilight, I am very sorry. Get the hell away from me.