One more meme for today...

1. First Name: Mark. I honestly forget why I was named mark, but my parents joke that I was named that way because of the scar on my forehead. I think my dad named me after his friend by the time I was born. Mark also has some sort of biblical significance, and it also means "Warrior". I think that's pretty cool :3c

2. Age: 17. I'm turning 18 on May 19th, though so It's all good. Year is 1991, like a lot of my friends. I'm a taurus, I'm stubborn as hell, I get irritated easily, etc. SOMEONE BRING ME A GIFT ;_; Maybe porn since I'm turning 18 :D

3. Location: Chula Vista, CA. A nice, peaceful suburban town filled with Mexicans, white people and Social Asians. It gets boring, bro. Other than that, there's a ton of shops around here, if you don't mid going to book stores or games shops on a daily basis. (That's what I do ;_;) I wouldn't mind living in San Francisco, though 83

4. Occupation: student. A really lazy student who sucks at math and Japanese orz. Also, economics. Augh, just kill me now, why don'tcha? OTL

5. Partner?: I've only been in two relationships, and they both involved guys. First one I don't want to talk about. 2nd one, however was great but awkward at the same time. I loved him, but I didn't know what the hell I was doing with a guy at the sole age of fifteen. Jesus christ. He really did like me... I never should have broken up with him ;_; There's always other people.

6. Kids: Guys can't get pregnant, bro. Unless I adopt a kid, the that's different :U I dunno if I would be a great dad, though, I mean, I'm not that good with dealing with kids. I usually get bullied around by kids who are younger than me, anyways.

7. Brothers/Sisters: I'm the youngest in my family. I have two older sisters who I really don't get along with at all. I'd probably get along more with my eldest sis, though since she introduced me to anime and alternative rock when I was young. They've teased and bullied me constantly several times during my childhood, which contributes to why I'm not really interested in women. Whenever I feel attracted to a girl in any way, I'll always think that the chick would somehow have the same qualities as my sisters. Anyways, I hate my older sister more, she's done so much shit and is overly favorited in the family. During school, when she was still around I'd always be refferred to as "[sister]'s brother". Anyways, that's enough of my bitching. Next.

8. Pets: I've had a lot of dogs throughout my life. When I was a child, I had a golden retriever named Sebastian, after the crab from The Little Mermaid. He was so cool, but he died due to old age when I was 7, IIRC. Afterwards we got a female Dalmatian named Trixy(because my sister and I loved the fuck out of Trix cereal at that time). She had to get sent back to the pound though, due to an illness. Afterwards, (years later when my family moved from Italy back to the US) we got a dog named Amadeus(after Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart). He's.... uh, 5 years old now? I dunno, lol. He's a great dog, but way friendly. I think he's gay U: Seriously, man. He goes after the guy dogs and sniffs their asses. One time another guy dog humped him and he took it up the ass for 10 seconds. No kidding.

9. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life: College apps, school(grades, friends, etc), Conventions, Video games, uhhhhh... crap..... uhhhhhhhhhh working out?

10. Parents: I love my parents, though i don't really outwardly show my affection for them.

About my dad: I've never, ever really known him, or have gotten close to him in all of my life. It's like we're totally opposite. He likes golf, church, and sports, while I like games, geek things, guys, and theologistic theories aside from sticking to just one religion. He wasn't really there when I was an infant, cos since he was in the Navy, he was away on a ship(the USS Carl Vinson). I forget what exactly he did, and I remember my mom telling me I thought that he was a total stranger when he came back home from his ship trip thing. He's still somewhat of a stranger. He was an engineer/architect for a Naval base in Naples, italy, and I thought that was really cool. Although we're total strangers towards each other, and I sometimes get irritated by him, I appreciate him for what he's done through my life.

About my mom: she's taken care of me for so long, and I feel really guilty because basically I take all of her gifts for granted. orz. I don't even have a job and yet she gives me $35 a week. I feel so guilty spending the money on an impulse... I love her even though I barely listen to her.

11. Who are some of your closest friends? I really don't know anymore. I'd like to say I actually HAVE friends, but that's not exactly true. Sure, there's people from the club, and there's Meryl, but I don't HANG OUT with them. I'd love to hang out with them, but I get this vibe from EVERYONE that they don't want me around them. Even Meryl. I dunno, maybe I'm paranaoid, maybe I'm a huge faggot but it's been like that for a while now. Maybe people hate me because I'm somewhat of an attention whore? I have no fucking clue. I wish my friends could actually tell me whatever the hell they THINK about me and everyone else. Don't get me wrong, I love the club, I love Meryl, but geeze, it's all been so distant lately... It gets so lonely sometimes [/shot]

I'm saying that Mery'ls my closest friend because I've been with her since freshman year. Hell, I've basically followed in her freaking footseps, basically because I never have had any amount of originality whatsoever. I guess over the years though I've smothered her and clinged on to her so much that she's grown distant. I dunno. I'm sorry. Tell me what's wrong, please.

We're still friends and all, but I just feel like there's a lot of hidden feelings. Ugh, I sound like a fucking yandere bitch.

12. GREATNESS: What were your childhood dreams, your current dreams? Do you want to make a difference in lives or would you prefer remaining an observer? Is greatness for you making a big impact, a name of yourself? Or is it through small & tall humanitarian actions that betters what surrounds you?

I really want to become a voice actor. I don't have that much range in my voice aside from deep/normal sounding though, so I don't wanna be crap like Vic Mignona. (lol) I'd rather be a great VA like Steven Jay Blum :3c Thing is, I hate ACTING(in order to get into VAing you'd have to go to a theatre school) and I'm afraid of performing in front of a group of people. It's the anxiety, bro :P

13. PERSONALITY FAULTS: What do you feel is your greatest personal fault? How does it hold you back in life? Are you trying to control it, or have you accepted it as a part of you?

I can be too much of an asshole. I can be really blunt, too and may end up hurting other people's feelings without realizing it.

I can be too kind, giving into everything, and letting people take advantage of me. I could never say no to anyone, knowing that they'll take advantage of me even further. :| Goddamnit. Billy.

I can be too stubborn, often telling people to shut up whenever I get mad. Hell, I do it constantly.

I Apologize a lot. I can be somewhat of an attention whore. I am clingy to some people. I tend to bottle up my emotions until I become depressed and sad. I can't handle the truth and end up getting depressed. I can be really annoying. I can also be very demanding and impulsive.
I tend to develop crushes constantly. I tend to rage easily.

I'm sorry.

14. TALENT: What is your greatest talent? Or if you could have any skill [singing, instruments, sports, intelligence] what would it be? & what would you use it for?

I'm not really sure I'm good at anything, really. I love to sing when no one else is around, and I can do some impressions... I love using my throat if you know what I mean 8D [/shot]

I can also memorize a tune very easily. I'm good at memorizing useless info/important info varying on what info it is. I'm also decent at video games :3

15. RELATIONSHIPS: Do you feel that you've forged friendships that will last a lifetime? With unforgettable memories? Going beyond shared interests to a deeper state of loving them as a person? If you haven't, are you ready to start?

Not a lifetime, but I'll always remember them. Unforgettable? sure 8D Loving them as a person? Yes, I love you. yes you, reading this post. You're kind, funny, loving, and compassionate. That's what I love about you. Am I ready to start? Start what? Fucking? LOL NO EW GROSS.